I haven't had any chance to blog about this yet... After many years in college, I finally made it! I just graduated last week and indeed time really flies fast. It seems like it was just only yesterday that I finished high school and yet, here I am now, I finally finished my degree in college.
Yes, I got excited about the graduation. When that big event came, I was only happy for a moment. That moment when I was dressed in a toga and I was seated together with my batch mates. I was happy. I was. For that moment.
That very same day, when the program was over, my happiness turned into uncertainty. I am on my own now and I don't know where to go next from here. I feel like I haven't accomplished anything. I'm sure someone who's reading this post right now might think I am an idiot. Of course, I should find a job and work my ass from here.
There is still too much pressure that I can't handle and I think it would be just a matter of moment then I am going to explode. See, I got this pain in me for a long time. That grudge builds up years and years and years and I can't take it off no matter what. It is still inside me and I don't know why it's been staying with me for a very long time. I am happy for a second then I am not the next.
I wish I was a bird, so I could fly. Fly far away from here.
Congratulations on your graduation, Charlotte!
ReplyDeletecongrats on your graduation Anne, that's a great milestone you've just marked. You've done great for yourself. You shouldn't beat yourself up or worry about what you have or haven't achieved. Take things slow and appreciate yourself more. Greater things are coming so stay put!
ReplyDeleteCongratulations for being able to finish college! Don't worry, you're not the only one going through that. I also felt the same after graduation but I was glad to have a supportive family. Get support from your family and friends. Don't worry too much and though I also know the pressure you're experiencing, just try to calm yourself. Thinking too much is not going to help you.
ReplyDeletecongratulations charlotte! you have to be positive, you are young & there's so much opportunity for you!
ReplyDeleteCongratulations Anne. Moving forward after school is scary but the career that you will build after that is an adventure that will make your life interesting.
ReplyDeletecongratulations and welcome to the another world...life after college would be another exciting facet of your life, good luck!!!
ReplyDeleteCongratulations Charlotte on your successful, i feel happy for you.
ReplyDeleteCongrats on your graduation. It's both exciting and scary but new doors will definitely be opening up for you.
ReplyDeleteCongrats on graduating. Whatever it is that pains you, you need to find a way to let go from it. You need to focus and analyze what it is then practice removing yourself from it. Read a good book, find an inspiration, talk to mentors. Those might help. I think I can feel you because I think I pass that stage with what you're feeling right now.
ReplyDeleteSuper Congratulations, you made it charlotte :)
ReplyDeleteWhile I'm so happy for you, I wonder, what's your next step to make a new success?! (The challenge never end!)